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It has been 2 years since I've written a journal. Obviously I'm procrastinating, otherwise I wouldn't be doing this.

1. I am that annoying youth of today who's smartphone is connected to her heart. I will not survive without it.
2. I'm an introvert. That doesn't necessarily mean I'm a socially awkward pinguin or really shy. It means I have to ''recharge'' by being alone after extended social contact.
3. I prefer all my software and websites in English.
4. I really don't like horses. Except for Shetland ponies. When I'm older I want a fat and lazy one which doesn't do anything other than stand around and eat.
5. I drink a lot of coffee; not because I need the caffeine, but because I really love to take coffee-breaks.
6. I can't handle stress for shit.
7. I have two helix piercings. Both stand for some sort of independence; one for when turning 16 and the other for moving out.
8. I will not be suprised if my blood-circulation stops at my ankles, my feet are always cold.
9. I frequently have dreams about driving and crashing the car, driving in the water or running people over on accident. Yes, I have a driving license.
10. I only seem to remember things that are completely useless. I still know that Benzisothiazolinone is a component which is sometimes used in laundry-detergent. Yep.
11. Putting things in order, all in the right place literally makes me happy. It does explain why I strongly prefer graphic design over the fine arts.
Love is forever,
Love is for free,
Let's turn forever,
you and me.
  • Listening to:
I grew bored of the plain old blue Metallica shirt.
That plus I wanted that big ass journal out of the way because it strechted my page waaay to much.

Thank you and kisses.
  • Listening to:
Because I have a lot of important stuff to do, that's why.

1. Name: Vera
2. Nickname(s): Speedyrulez, Veer
3. Gender: Female

4. When do you feel best (morning, afternoon, night): Late evening.
5. Are you talkative?: Sometimes.
6. Tend to find fault with others : Only certain people.
7. Does a thorough job : Mostly, no.
8. Is depressed : Mostly no, haha.
9. Is relaxed and handles stress well : I can't handle stress for shit, I just go and panic, a lot.
10. Is curious about lots of different things : Yes, I think I am.
11. Is full of energy : Sometimes, but most times, nah.
12. Starts fights with others : No, I hate fights.
13. Worries a lot : Yes.
14. Is lazy : Yes!

15. Cold or Hot? Hot
16. Light or Dark? Light
17: Sweet or Salty? Sweet
18. Coke or Lemonade? Coke
19. Candy or Popcorn? Candy
20. Loud or Quiet? Loud
21. Fast or Slow? Slow
22. Soft or Hard? What girl doesn't like hard lollol.
23. Easy or Difficult? Easy
24. Shiny or Sparkly? Shiny
25. Vampires or Werewolves? Have to say werewolves, vampires remind me to much of sparkly twilightvampires.
26. Puppies or Kittens: Puppies!
27: Rain or Shine? Shine
28: Country or City? A bit of both.
29: France or Fiji? France
30. Hamburger or Hot dog? Hamburger
31. Palm tree or Weeping Willow? Palm tree
32. Dancing or Painting? Easely painting.
33. Story writing or Reporters Writing? Story writing.
34. TV or Computer? Computer
35. Facebook or MySpace? Facebook
36. Windows or Mac? Windows
37. Paint (program) or Photoshop? Photoshop ftw!
38. Bases or Normal Computer Drawing? what?
39. Computer Drawing or Freehand? Computer, I haven't done freehand in such a long time that I suck at it now.
40. Colour or Black and White? Colour
41.  or  ? The first one.
42. Anime or Manga? None of them.

42. Have a Diary? Yes.
43. Have a stuffed toy? Hahaha yes.
44. Used to have one? Used to have lots.
45. What was / is it? Used to be a cute black-spotted doggie.
46. Have a pet? Yes
47. What is/are they/it? A cute dog and a fish.
48. Have an instrument? Nope.
49. Do you have a piggy bank (any shape)? Yes, I have actually.
50. Do you own more than 5 computer games? I think I do.
51. Do you know who Zelda is? Well, who doesn't?
52. Do you have an ipod or mp3 or CD player? I own an mp3.
53. Do you have a gaming console? Yes a Wii.
54. Do you have a bookcase? Kinda...
55. Do you own a novelty item, e.g. hannah montana gum boots? Hannah Montana? Lol no.

56. Can you knit? no
57. Can you crochet? no
58. Can you sew? no
59. Can you do the can can? I can do what?
60. Can you play more than one instrument (including vocal training)? Nope.
61. Can you whistle? yes
62. Can you curl your tongue? yes
63. Can you click your fingers? yes
64. Can you touch type? yes. not very fast though
65. Can you eat chilli? nope
66. Can you read books with more than 600 pages? Yes
67. Can you crack your knuckles? God no, I absolutely hate it when people do that.
68. Can you crack your neck? see 67.
69. Can you crack your toes? see 67
70. Can you crack your fingers? see 67
71. Can you do the moon walk? nope, I tried and fell quite hard.
72. Can you eat snails? Well.. who can't? But I never tried.
73. Can you cook? yes
74. Can you sing? Well I can.. but it is another thing if it is pretty or not lol.
75. Can you dance? Same as 74 hahaha.
76. Can you talk in chipmunk? No.
77. Can you raise your eyebrows? yes
78. Can you raise one eyebrow? unfortunately not.
79. Can you sing the song banana phone? YES, I actually can lol.
80. Can you eat mayonnaise straight out of the jar? Yuck no.

81. Do you like pickles? No.
82. Do you like pie? Love it.
83. Do you like mayonnaise? yes
84. Do you like tomato sauce? yes
85. Do you like candy floss? yes
86. Do you like pumpkin? Never tried it,
87. Do you like asparagus? Yes
88. Do you like brussel sprouts? yes
89. Do you like beans? yes
90. Do you like silver beet? Like what?
91. Do you like carrots? yes
92. Do you like potato? yes
93. Do you like kumura (sweet potato)? never tried it
94. Do you like tomatoes? yes
95. Do you like apples? yes
96. Do you like bananas? yes
97. Do you like pears? yes
98. Do you like oranges? yes
99. Do you like mandarins? yes
100. Do you like strawberries? yes a lot
111. Do you like blueberries? yes
112. Do you like blackberries? dunno
113. Do you like peaches? yes
114. Do you like raspberries? yes
115. Do you like nectarines? yes

116. Do you like music? yes
117. Do you like classical music? meh
118. Do you like rock music? yes
119. Do you like pop music? yes
120. Do you like rap music? god no
121. Do you like hip hop music? god no
122. Do you like techno music? some
123. Do you like writing? a bit
124. Do you like reading? sometimes
125. Do you like art? Yep.


1. Do you like dancing? no
2. Do you like ipods and mp3s? yes
3. Do you like animals? yes
4. Do you like wild animals or domestic? domestic
5. What's your favourite genre of music? rock
6. What's your favourite genre of book? easy, lol no. I don't read a lot of books but I don't hate them.
7. What's your favourite food? So many I can't choose!
8. What's your favourite candy? Chocolate
9. What's your favourite book? I don't know
10. What's your favourite animal? Tiger
11. What's your favourite season? Spring, bigtime.
12. What's your favourite song? Metallica - One
13. What's your favourite music composer? duno  
14. What's your favourite band? Metallica, Muse.
15. What's your favourite subject? Maths, and I would have had it; art.
16. What's your favourite job? I have had one job and I hated it.
17. What's your favourite career? dunno
18. What's your favourite number? 8
19. What's your favourite day? My birthday?
20. What's your favourite time? Something not in the morning.
21. What's your favourite breakfast? Speculoos.
22. What's your favourite lunch? Toasted ham and cheeeeeese sandwich.
23. What's your favourite dinner? Again, I don't now D:
24. What's your favourite place to have a date? I think the little place where I had my first date. <3
25. What's your favourite website? dunno actually.
26. What's your favourite shape? heart
27. What's your favourite colour? red
28. What's your favourite pattern? I have no idea.
29. What's your favourite quote? ''So, you are systematically spelling the name of the person you want to be raped wrong?'' Me lol.
30. What's your favourite artist? Dunno.
31. What's your favourite author? Dunno as well.
32. What's your favourite outfit? Pretty summerdress I can't wear yet!
33. What's your favourite computer game? Guitar Hero
34. What's your favourite gaming console? Well, I only have a Wii...
35. What's your favourite place to be? In the arms of my boyfriend (yes, you may puke now hehe)
36. What's your favourite thing to do? See point 35 lollol.
37. What's your favourite movie? Recently I think Inception, but I love a lot of movies.
38. What's your favourite actor? I dunno, Brad Pitt, Jesse Spencer? But that's purely on looks, which is a bad thing, sorry!
39. What's your favourite actress? Dunno
40. What's your favourite movie snack? Crips
41. What's your favourite place to watch movies? Boyfriends bed.
42. What's your favourite accessory? My earrings I guess.
43. What's your favourite art material to use? Wacom doesn't count here?
44. What's your favourite place to work on your art? My room.
45. What's your favourite drink? Diet coke.
46. What's your favourite flavour? Chocolate
47. What's your favourite eye colour? Dark brown.
48. What's your favourite hair colour? Also brown.
49. How many fillings do you have? none, ha!
50. How many times have you brushed your teeth today? once.
51. How many deviations do you have? 86
52. How many page views do you have? 8509
53. How many people have favourited your work? 476
54. How many favourites do you have? 2582
55. How many journal entries have you done? Dunno, 20-30 something?
56. How many bookmarks (computer) do you have? 13
57. How many things are on your desktop? I am to lazy to count them since I never use them.
58. What is your desktop picture right now? Umm, A LOT of album art.
59. What is your screen saver of? Nothing,
60. What time is it? 17:04
61. What is your computers hard drive called? Lokaal station C, lokaal station D en My book.
62. What's the name of the nearest book to you? A copy of the reluctant fundamentalist.
63. Where are you right now? in my own room in front of my computer.
64. What was the last movie you watched called? It was actually a BBC Horizon documentary called ''What is reality?'' Really interesting.
65. What have you got planned for tomorrow? Get up, go to school, get home, do homework en go sleep. And some eating in between, but the day after that is gonna be more special.
66. What are you wearing? Jeans, really long black socks, a checkered blouse and a black vest.
67. How many quizzes are in your journal? To many haha.
68. Do you like doing quizzes? Yes,
69. Why are you doing this quiz? Because I actually have to do homework, duh.
70. Favourite emote goes here : :la:
71. Favourite plz account goes here :
72. Link to your best picture : Front page, Sponsored By Destiny.
73. First word that comes to mind? Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese.
74. What day is it? Monday, I hate mondays.
75. What day is your birthday? 22th of August
76. How many days till your birthday? PRrftfttrtttt, to many.
77. What do you want for a present? A driving license.
78. What's the best thing you own? My computer with all the things on it I guess haha.
79. What stereotype are you? e.g. nerd, prep, jock, goth : Well, I used to be a stereotype emo, then a stereotype kinda metalhead thingie, and now I am quite... normal. But you may consider me as a bit of a nerd.
80. What's your favourite word? Bips.
81. Why? Because it means ass, you ass.
82. Do you have a cell phone? Yeah.
83. How many contacts do you have? Not many *counts* 26.
84. What is your screen saver on your phone of? A nice evening sky.
85. What games are on you phone? Snowboarding and some tower stacking game. I wish I could have angry birds. D:
86. Is there something important you should be doing while you're doing this test? Ummmmmmmm homework?
87. Do you wish this quiz would end? Not really. =p
88. Do you have an internet diary? Well.. isn't this an internet diary?
89. Are your nails painted? Noooo, why not? I should paint them, that will be the next thing to do.
90. Do you have highlights? No.
91. Smoke? No.
92. Have a disorder? I don't think so?
93. Have drugs? Nah.
94. What did you do yesterday? Stayed at my boyfriends, watched a documentary there, cooked, go home, be pissed that I had to go home and sleep.
95. Do you think anyone who watches you has read this far? Ermh, no? =P
96. How many people watch you? 63
97. The first person to watch you was : ~Moongirl18
98. Second? ~CalvuS
99. Third? ~Nutbrain
100. Fourth? *shaake-gfx
101. Why are you on deviant art? To share my art and learn new skills.
102. When did you first start? July 09 2007
103. What's your personal quote? ''so.. you're systematically spelling the name of the person you want to be raped by wrong?''
104. Operating system? Windows XP
105. Hero? Don't have one,
106. Favourite cartoon character? Perry the platypus :D
107. Book character? Don't know.
108. Movie character? Don't know either...
109. Pick up the book next to you, page 26, line 8? ''It's cities were fortified, protected by ancient castles; they guarded against the Turks, much like the army and navy and air force of modern Greece, part of a wall against the East that still stands.''
110. What do you do in your spare time? go on the interwebsss, go to my friends or bf or draw a bit.
111. What's your favourite TV show? Wie is de mol? (Who is the mol?
112. I like long quizzes... do you? I think so.
113. Best friend/s? ~maartjerocks
114. Have you started a deviant art family? uuhhhh no?
115. Are you going to? no
116. Do you even know what that is? No.
117. Has at least one of these questions confused you? Yes! The ones just now.
118. What season is it? Winter.
119. What month is it? February
120. What day is it? Monday
121. What year is it? 2011
122. What species are you? Human I think.
123. If you were a mythical creature you'd be: Dragon.
124. If you were a drink you'd be: Malibu-coke?
125. If you were an object you'd be: I think a huge stuffed animal toy lol.
126. If you were a book you'd be: very weird to read indeed.
127. If you were a movie you'd be: very weird to watch hahahaha.
128. Are you bored? A bit.
129. What was the last thing you celebrated? I dunno actually.
130. What was the last thing you posted on deviant art? Hangin' around, digital painted artistic nude.
131. Do you do anything for deviant art literature? Yes, a short unfinished story which was supposed to be for NaNoWriMo (national novel writing month)
132. Are you a llama trader? Meh no.
133. Llama trade? Nah.
134. How many points do you have? 1, yesyes.
135. Do you have a donation pool open? No, I'm not begging.
136. Do you buy your points? God no.
137. Do you buy art off deviant art? Neh.
138. Do you have a premium membership?  Nope
139. Do you have deviant wear? No.
140. Are you planning to get a premium membership? No.
141. Saving up? No.
142. Requests open? Yes
143. Art trades? Yes
144. Collabs? Yes
145. Commissions? Yes
146. You you have a skype or IM? Only skype
147. Online names you've used? Vera, speedyrulez, verahutman.
148. On your computer what's your user name? Vera
149. Are your pillows feather pillows? I don't think so.
150. Ever had a pillow fight? yes
151. Are you athletic? God no hahaha.
152. Do you do any sports? I go swimming once in a while
153. Are you allergic to anything? no
154. Do you like to try new things? Yes.
155. Are you planning to enter the most recent deviant art competition? The little big planet thing? No, to vague.
156. Do you have a guilty pleasure? Prolly.
157. What is it? Lawlawl, rammstein, even though it's german and all my friends hate it.
158. Your favourite computer font is? Calibri
159. Your favourite word processor? Microsoft Office 2007
160. Do you wear jewellery? yes
161. Do you wear make up? yes
162. Are you obsessed about what you look like? no, well maybe a bit.
163. How many accounts do you have on deviant art? 1
164. Do you have any posters in your room? yes, one muse poster.
165. Do you share your bedroom with anyone? no.
166. Do you have your walls wallpapered or painted? both.
167. What colour / pattern are they? One all sea-blue, two walls pink (a bit to pink) and one wall black and blue striped.
168. Name of book next to you? You just asked.
169. Do you have birthday parties? Yes.
170. What's something weird about you? a lot of things, believe me
171. What are your initials? VH
172. Do you have braces? No
173. Skin colour? really really pale, like, dead.
174. Glasses/Contacts? contacts yay.
175. Tattoos? no.
176. Mannerisms? bathroomdoor must be closed, or else i wont sleep.
177. Piercings? 5 earpiercings.
178. Do you have a birthmark? yes
179. What's your favourite thing for breakfast? Didn't you just ask that?
180. What's your favourite website? Didn't you just ask that?
181. Do you have a crush on someone? no
182. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yessss <3
183. Do you have a secret talent? If is was gonna tell it it wouldn't be so secret eh?
184. Can you sing the alphabet backwards? no  lol.
185. Can you eat a whole pizza? Yes
186. Can you speak any different languages? Yes
187. Have you won something at the lottery? no :(
188. Ran away? no.
189. Solved a rubix cube? almost
190. Gone out in public in your pj's? No
191. Seen a shooting star? yes
192. Had surgery? no
193. Gotten lost? yes
194. Broken a bone? no
195. Been to disney land? yes
196. Been arrested? no
197. Been to any other countries? yes
198. You are annoyed by? people who don't ever think for themselves and blindy follow the masses.
199. Your are tired of? immatury annoying people
200. You will always? CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESE
201. What country do you live in? the netherlands
202. Do you think you are popular? no, i don't care.
203. Are you an only child? no, have a brother.
204. Who are you gonna tag? noooobody.
206. How long quiz took you: I guess about 50 minutes.
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...I'm not dead. But because my school is much easier on me, and I have more time to spend, I have more time to bond with my tablet again. Which is needed, because I found that it would actually such a pity to let it go all to waste. So I'm trying to pick it up, and spend some more time drawing, because I'd forgetten how fun it was.
Still working, still working.

Edit, little thingy:
My diary 2011 page was posted by the example page's, it can be viewed here:…
  • Listening to:
Spain can die in a fire,
kisses Vera.

Oh yes, and a little huray for the three years I've now been on dA.
  • Listening to: Muussseee &lt;3
  • Drinking: Still way to much Diet Coke..
I am like dying from the heat here. I'm melting away as were speaking. D: But because I am bored and I can't sleep from the heat (what a suprise), a little tag.

Stolen from :iconpurpletartan:'s Journal

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses the song/artist correctly.
Step 4: For those who are guessing -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game, post your own.
Step 6: You must know the TITLE and ARTIST of the song! But if you just know one and want to give it a try, go ahead.

1. "Hmmm, H8 is the one for me"

2. "A bruised full moon play fights with the stars"

3. "They say in chess you've got to kill the queen and then you made it."

4. "I'm diggin my way... I'm diggin my way to something... I'm diggin my way to something better..."

5. "I know what you want, I'm gonna take you to a midnight show tonight"

6. "Memories consume, like opening the wound"

7. "Eyes, boring a way through me"

8. "Woe to you oh earth and sea, for the devil sends the beast with wrath"

9. "If you're taking a flight at the speed of light"

10. "Can you hear their cries? Nowhere can children run to hide."

11. "At my window, the sky is looking gray"

12. "I am a snyper, always hit the mark"

13. "You get a shiver in the dark"

14. "You got a reaction, you got a reaction didn't you?"

15. "Break through the undertow, your hands I can't seem to find"

16. "Would you like our way home, I bleed my own"

17. "Eine Liebe, ein Versprechen, sagt ich komm zurück zu dir"

18. "They're starting to open up the sky"

19. "A dead issue, don't wrestle with it, deaf ears are sleeping"

20. "Racing down the road, in a street machine of steel"

I will help you with this, a list of all the bands (not in particular order):
Franz Ferdinand
Rise Against
Nine Inch Nails
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Linkin Park
Machine Head
Dire Straits
The Killers
Iron Maiden
The White Stripes
Diamond Head
Queens of the Stone Age
  • Listening to: Muussseee &lt;3
  • Reading: Muse
  • Watching: Muse
  • Playing: Muse
  • Eating: Muse
  • Drinking: Still way to much Diet Coke.. Muse


Journal Entry: Sun Jun 20, 2010, 8:00 AM
What a concert, goddamn, what a show! Completely awesome, they totally blew me away. Everybody went nuts.

Supermassive Black Hole
New Born
Map of the Problematique
MK Ultra
Guiding Light
United States Of Eurasia
Feeling Good (Leslie Bricusse & Anthony Newley cover)
MK Jam
Undisclosed Desires
Time Is Running Out
Unnatural Selection
Citizen Erased
Stockholm Syndrome
Encore 2:
Take A Bow
Plug In Baby
Knights of Cydonia

This was very, very close to where I was standing:… Very lucky, we were in the front circle!

No one is gonna take me alive
Time has come to make things right
You and I must fight for our rights
You and I must fight to survive!

  • Listening to: Muussseee &lt;3
  • Reading: Muse
  • Watching: Muse
  • Playing: Muse
  • Eating: Muse
  • Drinking: Still way to much Diet Coke.. Muse
Holy shit, I've been gone for one week, and when I come back there are 1007 deviations in my inbox? That is just madness. Maybe I watch to many groups and people, I mean, wtf, 680something deviantions from isupportmetal? Uhh... Oh, the reason I was gone was because of a schooltrip, to Italy. I have such a bad life *cough*. Actually, I'm gonna have lots of time to draw finally. Since there is a holiday coming up, and lots of free days apart from that week. Simply genius.

Current projects.. yes, there are some actually. Still working on some psychedelic black and white piece. I lost that file a few weeks ago, but I found it back. Though I was working on something else with an awesome twitpic of Muse, but I guess that's just gone forever, poor Matt. Oh, and I'm finishing my sketch for my Alice in Wonderland drawing. Reminder, once again, that I fail at drawing faces. I don't think there is more... although I should make time to do a photomanipulation sometime.

Oh well, my live is lovely right now, so I don't think I have more to talk about. Wait, I'm horribly failing at school. But I've been doing that the whole year, so I can't really be bothered anymore. So... That's all and kiddies remember
Love's forever,
Love is free,
Let's turn forever,
You and me
  • Listening to: Muussseee &lt;3
  • Watching: You?
  • Playing: Guitar hero Metallica
  • Drinking: Still way to much Diet Coke
Come on people, don't take it too seriously! You know dA does this to piss us off. We all know I don't like Twilight and Lady Gaga either (I have no idea what Seeker is, lol), but I still got a really good laugh out of all this, just because it can. I've gotten several blogs, messages and ''art'' today which contained people totally freaking out and cursing at everything. Come on, it's joke, take it as a joke. ;)

Huzzah, Team Jacob.

No seriously, I'm still team ''Shut the hell up''. :D
  • Listening to: Muussseee &lt;3
  • Watching: Wie is de mol
  • Playing: Guitar hero Metallica
  • Drinking: Still way to much Diet Coke
I'm not dead, just busy. :nod: I lost some photoshop files I was working on, so I'll make new stuff later. That's why it has been so silent up here.

..need to change that pink photo. : ')
  • Listening to: Muussseee &lt;3
  • Watching: Wie is de mol
  • Playing: Guitar hero Metallica
  • Drinking: Still way to much Diet Coke
5000 pageviews, 1000 comments and almost 50 watchers. Thanks everybody! :woohoo:

I'm gonna see Muse! Yay!
  • Listening to: Muussseee &lt;3
  • Watching: Wie is de mol
  • Playing: Guitar hero Metallica
  • Drinking: Still way to much Diet Coke
I'm gonna see Muse! Yay!

And I should be doing homework, I have been doing homework. So I need to take my mind of it with this stuff:
The first thing you say when you wake up:
Feel Good sha.. sha.. Feel Good. (Gorillaz - Feel Good Inc.)
The last thing you say before you go to sleep:
I want to know how it feels when we die. (Machine Head - Now I Lay Thee Down)
You get lost in the countryside and in anger you shout:
Mother Russia how are you sleeping? (Iron Maiden - Mother Russia)
The person you secretly love asks you out, you say:
A million laps around the sun. (Sonic Syndicate - Dead Planet)
Your best friend asks you what you think of their outfit, you say:
No mercy for what we are doing (Metallica - No Remorse)
A waiter is very rude to you in a restaurant, you complain:
I'm gonna fight 'em all. (The White Stripes - Seven Nation Army)
Someone tries to steal your bag! You chase them down the street screaming:
Got money i'll do anything for you. (Nine Inch Nails - Head Like a Hole)
Your partner has just asked you to get married! You answer:
All this life shrouded in a veil (Trivium - Ascendancy)
You believe life would be better if everyone lived by the motto:
Once more I say goodbye to you (Bullet for my Valentine - All These Things I Hate)
You just got a detention for something you didn't do! You say:
If you were there, beware (Arctic Monkeys - If You Were There, Beware)
You have just caught someone telling a whopping great lie, you say:
They love you or hate you (The Strokes - Evening Sun)
Your grandma has bought you a present that you don't like, you say:
All you women who want a man of the street (AC/DC - Shoot to Thrill)
Some moron just drove their van into your brand new car! You shout:
I think that someone is trying to kill me (Mastodon - Blood and Thunder) Lol.
You are at a wedding and the bride asks you to say a few words, you say:
I came to L.A. to make Rock and Roll, along the way I had to sell my soul (Eagles of Death Metal - Wannabe in L.A.)
Your partner has just broken up with you, you say:
I got home late this evening (Judas Priest - Cheater) Wow, it fits lol.
You are late for class again! Your excuse is:
Moving to the front! (Anthrax - Panic)
When you are scared, to give yourself confidence you repeat to yourself:
You and me are the same. (Muse - United States of Euresia (+ Collateral Damage))
If you were elected Prime Minister of Britain, you would comment:
Be what you wanna be. (Alice In Chains - Heaven Beside You)
When asked your opinion of Britney Spears, you reply:
Elimination Elimination Elimination Die! (System of a Down - P.L.U.C.K.) How very true! :D
When asked your opinion of God, you reply:
Eins, Zwei, Drei, Vier, Fünf, Sechs, Sieben, Acht, Neun. Aus. (Rammstein - Sonne)
When asked your opinions on gay marriage, you reply:
.. i don't understand what he says lol. (Priestess - It Baffles the Mind)
When asked your opinion on war, you reply:
Sensation washes over me I can't describe it (Disturbed - Remember)
When asked your opinion of love at first sight, you reply:
Believe me Nathalie, listen Nathalie (The Killers - Believe me Nathalie)
You have been arrested for murder! In your defence you say:
The night is scary, it's telling me the things I should not do. (Rage - Paint the Devil on the Wall) Oh yeah, that's gonna help.
You have had a really bad day, you say:
Monday morning and my head is feeling bad)(Diamond Head - Drinkin Again) Loool, epic.
You want to tell your partner that you love them, but instead say:
Is it just the things you see? (Metal Church - Sleeps With Thunder)
Your enemy starts talking to you so you tell them:
Medication for us all. (Queens of the Stone Age - Medication)
When you die, you hope people remember you with the words:
Oh, come on! (Pantera - Cowboys from Hell) Wow.
Your last words before you die will be:
Welcome to our fortress tall (Megadeth - Hanger 18)
  • Listening to: Muussseee &lt;3
  • Watching: Wie is de mol
  • Playing: Guitar hero Metallica
  • Drinking: Still way to much Diet Coke
Berrie, jij stalker, ik weet dat je dit leest, muahaha.

Ok, that out of the way (lol) on to the important stuff. As far everything I do is important, which it isn't but okay.
A very important thing to start with: I got a new tablet! A real Wacom, my god.. I love it! A very friendly person donated it to me, which resulted in me constantly pulling a face like this for at least 2 days: :iconimhappyplz:
I've finally gotten penpressure in Photoshop and I'm loving it. It has resulted into scribbling away for hours and hours. Which is good, I guess.

Another thing: There is still a very big chance I'll get to go to see Muse. Which would be very awesome, for the simple reason that muse is very awesome, especially live. So let's hope for that.

A very sad thing: I've got a damn virus. Which left me making this face for like 2 days: :iconraegplz:. Still trying to get it off my pc, but no success so far.

I think that is all? I'm always open for some requests. :)
  • Listening to: LOTS of music
  • Watching: Wie is de mol
  • Playing: Guitar hero Metallica
  • Drinking: Still way to much Diet Coke
Ok, time for a normal update. Just a few things that have been going on, and will go on (lol).

First thing, I finally got my harddisk. Finally room for more music to be downloaded! If you have great suggestions for bands to add to my library; please comment! Maybe handy to know i'm also on

Hmm, okay. The thing we are here for: the art. I'm still busy on the drawing which was meant for the wacom contest lol. But I'm gonna finish it, there is already way too much time in it to let it go to waste.
More art is on the way I guess, I've got a few unfinished ideas laying around. Some of them I'm prolly gonna finish, others prolly not.

If liking great music means you're weird, i'll gladly be the freak-kid. Thrash 'till death sucker!

School is not going to well. :(

More about music. There was a slight chance that I would go to Muse, but it wasn't to be, sigh. And now that the chance that Metallica will come to Holland is insanely small, I've kinda lost hope in that as well. Not good.

And I'm finally gonna get my second pair of earrings (I'll prolly post a pic of that). And after that it's done, my mother just simply won't allow anymore. Like she's afraid I will go mad and go get 10000 piercings, lol.

So that's all, and kiddies remember:

Love is forever, love is free. Let's turn forever, you and me.''
  • Listening to: LOTS of music
  • Watching: Wie is de mol
  • Playing: Guitar hero Metallica
  • Drinking: Still way to much Diet Coke
I lost my lunchbox on the way home, but way, way worse: i also lost my pencase... Which means i lost my sharpies, my fineliners, my cute little coloured pens and what more. I just fucking lost everything, cause everything was in that damn case.

My head hurts.

Edit: Thank god, I found it back. Relief.
  • Listening to: St. Anger
  • Watching: Wie is de mol
  • Playing: Guitar hero Metallica
  • Drinking: Still way to much Diet Coke
Oh yes, im am really a bad influence. [/sarcasm]

Just a little thingie: I have a medion/aiptek tablet. And i'm trying to get the pen pressure working in photoshop. Does anyone now good drivers?

anyways, nicked from: :iconamaranthine-immortal:
[ ] smoked.
[x] consumed alcohol
[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex
[ ] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[ ] watched porn
[ ] bought porn.
[ ] tried drugs


[x] taken painkillers.
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[ ] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die


[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist
[x] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair (parts, does that count?)
[x] been in an accident.
[x] been to a club. (prolly..)
[x] been to a bar


[ ] been to a wild party (when is a party wild..?)
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[ ] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands.
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap (guilty..)
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD.


[x] dressed gothic (meh, close enough)
[x] dressed girly
[ ] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[ ] stole something
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor


[ ] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone
[ ] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[ ] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.


[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. (wtf??)
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[x] cruised the mall.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court.
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age.


[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger.
[x] rode in the car with a stranger
[ ] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed.


[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online.
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[ ] been called a bad influence.
[ ] drank and drove.
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test



If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]

Normally i don't tag, but i tag one person: :iconmaartjerocks:. Haha, lekker voor je. :iconimdrunkplz:
  • Listening to: Metallica
  • Watching: New Family Guy and Simpsons episodes
  • Playing: Guitar hero Metallica
  • Eating: cookies
  • Drinking: Still way to much Diet Coke
Nicked from :iconbflowing:'s journal.

The Rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4 - go get a life. Like the one I don't have.

01) I've let the Wii overheat two times the first day i got Guitar Hero Metallica. A whole day of metal probably was to much for it.
02) I'm kind of a music snob, and i'm proud of it!
03) Everytime i listen to So What (Metallica), i want to get a million piercings in my ear, a mohawk and drop out of school. And when the song is finished i'm like, hm no, that wouldn't be such a good idea.
04) Everytime i listen to Heretic Anthem (Slipknot), i want to headbang, airguitar and smash things to pieces. I usually only do the first 2 things.
05) When my helix is healed (it's doing really well :)), i'm getting another pair of normal earrings (then i have 2 pair and a helix). And that's all my parents will allow. :p
06) I want to go to a Metallica concert SO badly. But they haven't announced a tourdate near here (yet). :(
07) I am the human equivalent of Cookiemonster! Omnomnom.
08) I think the S&M version of One by Metallica, the part from 4:10 to 4:30 , is the most beautiful piece of music ever created.
09) I'm sneaker addict. I have more shoes then i actually need.
10) I'm a Diet Coke addict. I drink more then is healthy for me.

NINE things you wish you could say to NINE different (insert: also groups of) people right now:
01) To all people who say guitar hero sucks and that i should play real guitar instead of a game, i have the following to say: this is like saying to someone who plays call of duty that he should really go to war. I don't think i can play guitar now, NO guitar hero player thinks that, only the haters do. So, you fuck yourselves.
02) To Metallica: thanks for the music!
03) Actually to all awesome bands: thanks for the music!
04) I don't need a fuckin bible to tell me that i should be good to other people. I'm smart enough to figure that out myself.
05) To the writer of Twilight: go commit suicide. thank you.
06) To all emo's: stop whining. If you really think you have such a bad life, go to Africa.
07) To everbody: What the heck do you do with an OC? I don't understand. :(
08) Ik ben niet pessimistisch! Alleen maar relatisch, duh.

EIGHT ways to win your heart:
01) Be nice, not an arse. I mean, seriously, it is hard to find a boy who is not an arse.
02) Also be nice when you friends are with you, seriously, that's even harder to find.
03) Have the same sense of (stupid) humour.
04) You don't have to be ultra-handsome, because those guys are usually also ultru-arrogant. ._.
05) Like the same kinda music, it really means a lot to me.  
06) Or if that's to much to ask, just not being a (c)rapfan and such also helps. =p
07) Think for yourself, and not be a mass following stupid sheep.
08) Listen to me, and respect me.

NINE things that cross your mind a lot:
01) Looking forward to New Years and seeing my friends. :3
02) Why are there 2 eights and nines in this quiz...?
03) I think my righthand is starving of, it is always cold.
04) Why can't i have nicer hair?
05) Why are all Rammsteins' lyrics so... weird?
06) ''I need a double cheesburger, and hold the lettuce. Don't be fran son (??), no seeds on the bun.''
07) It would be funny if you painted the lyrics of Damage Inc. (Metallica) on the walls in school, everybody would freak the fuck out. :D
08) The solo of Sweating Bullets (Megadeth) in GH5 is great to play. Here it is actually:…. I can score 95% procent on that. :D
09) Damn, James is hitting those high notes live again! (proof: http: // p4L-y5EvEcg(you gonna have to copy paste and remove the spaces) 1:22 is EPIC)

EIGHT people who mean a lot at the moment:

01) :iconmaartjerocks: :iconimdrunkplz:
02) :icono0eline0o:
03) Barrie
04) My family
05) James Hetfield
06) Matthew Bellamy (i can't believe he's already in his 30's! 0__o)
07) Bruce Dickinson
08) And all my other friends.
Not in particular order.

SEVEN songs that you listen to often lately:
01) Slipknot - The Heretic Anthem
02) Metallica - Hit the lights
03) Rammstein - Reise Reise
04) Dire Straits - Romeo and Juliet
05) Iron Maiden - Dance of Death
06) Foo Fighters - Friend of a Friend
07) Iced Earth - Dante's Inferno

SIX things you wish to say/make clear for ignorant/arrogant people
01) Twilight sucks. Jesus, when are all you people finally gonna see it?
02) Lady gaga sucks. She is an stupid attention whore with no talent. .___.
03) What i've noticed last time: Everybody thinks they are so cool, because they think they listen to very unique stuff (like lady gaga and such ._.) but, it is not very unique, because half of the world listens to it.
04) And when there are girls listening to alt stuff, it is ALWAYS emoshit, like escape the fate. Neverever heavy metal or so. ._.
05) This always works:… :nod:
06) Tokio Hotel sucks. And no, i don't say that because they look weird. They can do that if they like that: here is the thing, they just make fucking crappy easy motherfucker music, which-isn't-rock. thank you.

FIVE things that make you happy of living in this world:
01) Music.
02) My friends.
03) Metallica.
04) My computer (oh, that's bad. :' ))
05) And music again.

FOUR things that make you hate being in this world:
01) Crappy music that is always on the radio. I think i was born i the wrong decade, the 00's are really a battlefield for music, at least what's on the radio/tv.
02) Everybody whining about global warming. Yeez, it can also just be nature.
03) All the dumb people who are to stupid to think for themselves and just follow the masses.
04) Stupid religious people, they are all indoctrinated to believe that what they believe is right and that all other is stupid. Jezus, how blind can you be?

THREE things that are taken for granted but actually aren't true:
01) The fact that (..this is really bad), the twilight morons have taken I belong to you (by Muse) which isa beautiful song, raped (they call it remixed) it, and then put it into the goddamn movie. WAY TO GO, yeah, let's just ruin ANOTHER muse song.
02) The Jonas Brothers and all that other crap (which i mentioned before) are not rock. There is an genre for: it's that called wannabe.
03) Not all metal is satanic. ESPECIALLY not Metallica. This stereotype angers me alot.

TWO random quotes:
01) ''So lame u retard...'' - my brother fails at listening to Creeping Death.
02) ''He's got a gay-time job, he's doing alright'' - my brother fails singing Sultans of Swing.

ONE last thing you want to say?
  • Listening to: Metallica
  • Watching: New Family Guy and Simpsons episodes
  • Playing: Guitar hero Metallica
  • Eating: cookies
  • Drinking: Still way to much Diet Coke
Just a small update:
1. Haven't finished my drawing (wacomthingie) yet, but the holidays are coming (only one day left, suffer that one day). So, that won't be a problem.
2. Guitar Hero 5 is awesome. I already let Matt Bellamy sing Du Hast and let Johnny Cash rap. :D
3. Holy cow, it snowed today! And for all the people all over the world: that's kindoff a big thing in Holland. Every winter very little snow falls. Hmm, I love it, it looks so beautiful (shame that it's so cold)
4. Metallica, please, release a holland/german date for godsake *cries*.

And a small thingie nicked from :iconamaranthine-immortal: journal.

WinAmp Quiz

How many songs total: 2408
How many hours or days of music: 7 days and 11 hours.

Sort By Song Title

First Song: - Human by Metallica
Last Song: Zwitter by Rammstein

Sort By Time

Shortest Song: Foreword by Linkin Park (0:13)
Longest Song: Well, I actually two longer songs, but they are like, 4 minutes and then no sound for 20 minutes. So the real one is the awesome song: Dante's Inferno by Iced Earth (16:29)

Sort By Album

First Album: 07 by Zeus
Last Album: Zen X Four by Bush

Top Five Most Played Songs
Note: my is more complete about that.

1. Metallica - Harvester of Sorrow (97)
2. Metallica - The Four Horsemen (94)
3. Metallica - Broken, Beat & Scarred (90)
4. Iron Maiden - Dance of Death (89)
5. Megadeth - Mechanix (86)

First Song That Comes Up On Shuffle:
Muse - Host

Search The Following & State How Many Songs Come Up:

Death - 58
Life - 39
Love - 49
Hate - 25
You - 205
Sex - 3 =P

And now i'm off to get some more cookies. Byee.
  • Listening to: Metallica
  • Watching: New Family Guy and Simpsons episodes
  • Playing: Guitar hero Metallica
  • Eating: cookies
  • Drinking: Still way to much Diet Coke

...Oh my god, Sonisphere is coming back again. Metallica m/, with Slayer, Anthrax and Mastodon. Well, Slayer is not my fav band but Metallica, Anthrax and Mastodon? Holy. shit. Not that I'm ever be able to go.. All I wish for is a normal show, I want to see them so badly.
Here, read READ:…. When I read it I got kind off a weird freakoutspasmattack. That just, fucking, madness. I HAVE TO GO! *cries*

Oh, and it's officially 9 december, and I didn't enter the Wacom contest. I didn't finish it on time, but i'm still gonna finish it. sometime.
...and I ordered Guitar Hero 5. Can't wait, I know it's gonna be so awesome. (but it will never beat Guitar Hero Metallica)
UPDATE: I got GH5 and it is awesome! Much better then World Tour. :nod:

That's all. Bye! :)
  • Listening to: Metallica
  • Watching: New Family Guy and Simpsons episodes
  • Playing: Guitar hero Metallica
  • Eating: cookies
  • Drinking: Still way to much Diet Coke